Even the park is painful some days..all the mommies with their brand new babies and perfectly happy...it makes me hate them....it makes me love them....it makes me jealous as all hell. It's funny how they act all put together but I know that at least one of them is putting on an act and that makes me feel better...sick and twisted but true. I want MY baby back. Beginning to think 3 is a good number. DH and I have discussed 4 but given my emotional challenges I'm wondering if 4 might just be too much. But I want just one more. Please...
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