*Precursor* I have to have one place that is just mine that I can say anything anywhere anytime...I can't leave pieces here, pieces there...I can't edit this place....this is MY place....MY CONTROL....in my world of chaos...I need something somewhere to be completely honest....with myself if no one else....there is a part of me that even questions letting ANYONE in....so if you are reading this I apparently have changed my mind...which means you aren't allowed to get upset by anything you read because this is MY place...it HAS to be...
You? Who are you? For that matter, who am I? I will tell you exactly who I am...I'm a biatch, someone that has some sick twisted subconcious that finds some way to mess up what I have going for me...Boundaries, what are those? How much is too much? I haven't heard from you in over a year and yet I dreamed of you the other night....I miss you...you were like my big brother...you never shied away from hugging me...you let me believe it was ok to hold on as long as I needed....boy was I wrong...then you dropped me like a hot stone...You infuriate me....I infuriate me...it isn't like you are ever going to change your mind...
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