Sweet angel,
You left us too soon. We are distraught at the loss of you. Even though we only knew of you briefly, oh how you were loved. We wanted you so bad. I found myself so lost without you right now. I keep thinking about how far along we would be, I swear I can still feel you move inside me even though you are long gone back to heaven. You have two older siblings and some other dear relatives up there to look after you. Do you age up there? I feel empty without you...I'm sorry things weren't sticky enough...I'm sorry I couldn't keep you...I wonder who you would have been, what you would have looked, sounded, acted like. Your Daddy had a dream recently with you in it. Given the fact that he saw you as a girl and we were kind of already talking about you as if you would have been a girl. You older sister however, was CONVINCED that you would be a boy and that we would be required to name you Anthony. But we have a habit of not taking the toddlers advice about naming babies. Daddy dreamed..and you were so happy. We decided to name you based on the name we found and liked for you before you slipped away. Sweet dreams my precious, Mia...
Love forever,
Mommy
You left us too soon. We are distraught at the loss of you. Even though we only knew of you briefly, oh how you were loved. We wanted you so bad. I found myself so lost without you right now. I keep thinking about how far along we would be, I swear I can still feel you move inside me even though you are long gone back to heaven. You have two older siblings and some other dear relatives up there to look after you. Do you age up there? I feel empty without you...I'm sorry things weren't sticky enough...I'm sorry I couldn't keep you...I wonder who you would have been, what you would have looked, sounded, acted like. Your Daddy had a dream recently with you in it. Given the fact that he saw you as a girl and we were kind of already talking about you as if you would have been a girl. You older sister however, was CONVINCED that you would be a boy and that we would be required to name you Anthony. But we have a habit of not taking the toddlers advice about naming babies. Daddy dreamed..and you were so happy. We decided to name you based on the name we found and liked for you before you slipped away. Sweet dreams my precious, Mia...
Love forever,
Mommy
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