The first 2/3 of my day was awesome! I felt confident and good about myself. I went for my six week postpartum check up, had to wait awhile to be seen, which is common, but what do you expect, it is a dr! I have only lost two additional pounds since last month when I had my two week post-op checkup. Although I can't exactly expect to see a fifty pound loss at every visit. That is kind of a one time after pregnancy confidence booster. Swung through the Verizon store for a moment to check out the phone I want to get for The Redneck Knight and then had lunch by myself. After that I headed back to the house. I was fine for a bit and then almost for no reason at all the late afternoon and early evening just SUCKED! No idea why! Yes, the kiddos were fussy but not for long and it was because they were hungry. But for whatever reason I felt completely overwhelmed about nothing and it seemed like it didn't matter how simple the issue I just couldn't handle it!
Bless my husband who saw the warning signs and sent me off by myself, again, to gather myself with some time away room the kids. Wasn't what I did for most of the day? Oy. I don't get it! It helped, but it makes me lonely because I didn't get much time with my husband today.
Other changes in life, we are talking about having Our Magic Fairy move in with us for the next several months. Her lease is up at the end of September and it would be a way for us all to save some money every month that we can put away towards getting the heck out of this town! I think it will take some reorganizing and me getting rid of a lot of stuff I really don't NEED, and figuring out how to establish boundaries for everyone so that we don't drive everyone insane ;) We shall see what happens!
Alright, time to wake the babies and feed them so we can all get some sleep! ;)
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